Friday, November 25, 2005 | Friday, November 25, 2005

Confused and tired.

Oh, and anna's 4.5kg now. Accumulating a variety of expressions, namely under the categories of 'bewildered' and 'disgusted'. Wish i'd brought my camera along to record it all. ):

Winter wonderland. Stole this from qianfu who stole it from his friend who stole it from japan. (:

Saturday, November 19, 2005 | Saturday, November 19, 2005

Sigh. Doing a comparison, i think a levels wasn't so bad in terms of the time we were given to prepare for it. Uni is just bad bad bad. Or maybe, my time management is being the bad guy here.

Hai two days to first paper. And im only a third done for it. Three days to second paper and i only covered like 5%. Four days to third paper and ZERO percent covered.

Oh mannnn.

And, on the other hand, i think of my sister's wedding which is like only three days after end of exams, and i feel really really bad. So many times she asked me to help out with wrapping the gifts or with the invites, but i always said i couldn't cos i had to study (which wasn't fruitful even in the end). Im such a bad little sister. ): The worse part is, i can't even spend quality time with her now with this remaining time before she flies away...then it'll just be me and my parents all alone at home..sob. Nvm, i'll just be a good PA on that day and wipe away all her sweat and dirt and grime and give her straw to drink water from and be guardian of her UGH abnormally LONG train and hold it up for her (and try not to step on it hor!).

Ok back to studying!!!

Thursday, November 17, 2005 | Thursday, November 17, 2005

Argh cute cute!

| Thursday, November 17, 2005

:(

Krum is tall thin and lanky and has a large hooked nose in the book; he's thick bulky and heavy in the movie, looks like a dumb jock, and i can safely say his nose is as flat and fat as mine. -_-

Hermione was wearing a periwinkle blue dress of floaty material in the book; she wears a floaty dress in the movie, yes, but PINK?! (intradialogic directions -HAHA- not taken into consideration, no?)

Katie leung looks way older and more mature than radcliffe; i always thought cho chang was small with a pointy elfish face. ): Harry has weird taste.

They didnt show the veela! Or the quidditch world cup! I know the guy acting as dumbledore wanted to give dumbledore a punk rocker vibe, but it really was a turn off. He was totally different from the dumbledore in the first two movies.

The guy who acted as barty crouch jr strangely looked like adrian brody in The Village. Even fleur delacour didn't behave like fleur delacour. ):

The ending scene with harry ron and hermione looked familiar, sort of like Lord of the Rings with the three hobbits looking down over the castle wall, about to face a greater evil....

Harry ron and the weasley twins seriously looked like they'd just stepped out of the 60's with THAT HAIR. Arghh harry you were so cute in the previous movie, what happenedd.

Oh, and there was hardly any sunlight throughout. Came out of the theatre feeling sadder and more antagonised than ever.

The only redeeming factor was draco malfoy. I love floppy hair.

Monday, November 14, 2005 | Monday, November 14, 2005

Pastor Wilfred (was it?) was right when he stated one point: people DO love conditionally.

Love comes at a price. There is no unconditional love, except when it comes to God.

Then why do we still love a select few? If there're so many conditions for a person to love you, and that's not even unconditional love, then why choose to love?

Besides the extremely cliched phrase that blood is thicker than water blah (and oh, even that is conditional) why go to all that trouble, instead of just focusing on building that relationship with God when you know He's the only one who loves unconditionally. Why doesn't everyone all just save the trouble and let's all be nuns together (haha).

And why do these questions only come just one week before exams.

Saturday, November 12, 2005 | Saturday, November 12, 2005

When you try your best but you don't succeed
When you get what you want but not what you need
When you feel so tired but you can't sleep
Stuck in reverse

When the tears come streaming down your face
When you lose something you can't replace
When you love someone but it goes to waste
could it be worse?

Lights will guide you home
and ignite your bones
And I will try to fix you

High up above or down below
when you are too in love to let it go
If you never try you'll never know
Just what your worth

Tears stream down your face
When you lose something you cannot replace
Tears streaming down your face and I

Tears stream down your face
I promise you I will learn from my mistakes
Tears stream down your face and I

Lights will guide you home
And ignite your bones

And I will try to fix you

fix you -- coldplay.

| Saturday, November 12, 2005

Bored baby. Y A W N yo mama! where's my mama! Anna's younger loving mama..oops aunt (:

| Saturday, November 12, 2005

I'm starting to lose joy in blogging. and interest in continuing to keep a journal for that matter. How much have i grown, how much experience, how much maturity have i gathered since i turned a teenager and started keeping one? Nic will testify to the fact that i wrote painfully during those times. Ok, maybe now the only thing that's improved would be my handwriting. So what? Everyone just kept telling me my whole life that i have to get into a local uni; so here i am now. So what?

Sigh. I'm not complaining that im in noose (pun intended HAHA). In fact, GRATEFUL i am. It's just that sometimes i feel so insignificantly small compared to all the other smart shits out there; all my essays are shallow and have no depth and i can't even wave it off with the word 'bimbotic' as an excuse ; i alternate between getting so absorbed into averaging at least a B for this sem and not caring at all; sometimes it just gets lonely even in school especially when it's so big.

I still feel painfully thirteen. Fourteen, fifteen, sixteen, seventeen, eighteen, nineteen. How would i feel at twenty? Am i going to leave teenagehood still an awkward thirteen year old or leave it a graceful twenty year old girl (dare i use the word woman)? It seems i like to hold on to the past so tight, sometimes it takes more than a little shake to remind me of where i am today. For awhile too, it seemed nathan and i were done for, but no matter now, we're back STRONGER THAN BEFORE because he won't give up on us so easily. (:

BUT! For the sake of anna, i choose to continue to remain with the present and upcoming future. My first niece. (:

"my kingdom for a horse!"

As famously quoted from archie comics as famously quoted from shakespeare's richard the ____. Whatever.